너드커넥션 - clown

화자는 외적으로는 행복해 보이지만 내적으로는 사랑의 의미를 모르고 불안함을 느낀다
그는 남들에게 기쁨을 주기 위한 '광대' 역할을 하면서도 진정한 자신이 되고 싶어 한다
결국, 행복하다고 외치지만 그 감정이 진심인지 의심하게 된다

You think that
I've got everything under control
But honestly I think I'm lost
To the last minute of the day

I don't know
What it means to live a life of love
I'm running out of gas and I
Don't know if the sun is up

But you only wanna know if I'm happy

So I get up from my bed
And step outside
And shout from the top of my lungs
Hey ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now

All I do
Is say that I'm sorry all the time
I don't even know why I can't cry
And I want to give things up

I don't know
What it means to live a life of love
I'm running out of gas and I
Don't know if the sun is up

But you only wanna know if I'm happy

So I get up from my bed
And step outside
And shout from the top of my lungs
Hey ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now

So I get up from my bed
And step outside
And shout from the top of my lungs
Hey ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now

The person that you see in me
Is nothing but a clown to make you happy
All I want to do is be myself

Ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now

Get up from my bed
And step outside
And shout from the top of my lungs
Hey ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now

So I get up from my bed
And step outside
And shout from the top of my lungs
Hey ladies and gents
I've got nothing to say
But I'm really happy now