Fiona Apple - o’ sailor

화자는 상대방의 부재로 인한 혼란을 겪으며, 모든 좋은 것이 현실적이지 않다는 불안감을 느낀다
사랑을 다루는 것이 어렵고 고통스러운 기억들이 있지만, 그 아픔 속에서도 자신의 최선을 다하려고 한다
결국, 사랑하는 사람에게 느끼는 갈등과 의문을 표현하며 감정을 다룬다

I'm undecided about you again
Mightn't be right that you're not here
It's double-sided 'cause I ruined it all
But also saved myself by never believing you, dear
Everything good I deem too good to be true
Everything else is just a bore
Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before
O' sailor, why'd you do it?
What'd you do that for?
Saying there's nothing to it
And then lettin' it go by the boards
O' sailor, why'd you do it?
What'd you do that for?
Saying there's nothing to it
And then lettin' it go by the boards
I have too been playing with fifty-two cards
Just 'cause I play so far from my vest
Whatever I've got, I've got no reason to guard
What could I do but spend my best?